snatches fish from the bottom of the sea:
down the hatch without a sound, son of cod, kill the clown,
peanut butter and jelly fish, she swallows them tip to tail.
She spouts like a whale, she hisses and steams,
sputters like water on a hot wood stove,
mutters and swears at the gods and men
who never say quite what they mean.
Rats rummage through her belly, I'm a closet, she thinks, an old bag;
she slaps at their scrabble and chew. They don't scare easy;
she knows they're getting closer to the edges of her soul.
You never know what's next.
What's next are night-stretched shadows on a crimson lawn.
With bones like blubber, so tired of the
Remember what you love,
you with sand in your teeth
and the feral burn of hunger
in your eyes.
God sends his regrets.
He made you grasping and slow,
in a late hour
when the wine washed low.
Remember what you love.
Fall to your knees in the toss
and the swell, quell
the appetite of the cold black sea.
Beg blessings for your home
and the salt-sick trees.
Reach what lies near:
the fat-faced child, the sweet-soft lamb;
tether the tantrum, trickle the blood.
Offer psalms to what is holy,
whisper the name of what you love
as it bobs in the bleak mad sea.
I shall die with words like minnows
still attached to the strings of my heart,
swimming like sperm, jostled and mad,
bearing the prologue of life, the opening bars,
the glorious first drone of the chanter
that moves blood in the way of volcanoes to war,
to explosion, the crepuscular exuberance of dawn,
these minnows attached to the shimmering lines.
But the little darlings get confused in the shadows,
panic when light breaks above the tiny Os of their heads,
while the heart-pole bends
like the long slim fingers of a willow,
down, pointing down to the cress-edged creases
and rocky seams of the cold water shallows
that only the babies
Hunting Coyotes
Footfall of a frost-faced hunter
heavy with a winter kind of hope;
Moon-eyed, taut-eared,
one paw raised above the stream.
You thought I would shatter with the sharp bark
of the gun, but moonlight still sparkles
in a spray of wet pearls along my sides.
I am cold teeth, I am the blood-stopping stare.
Her new lover had money
and twenty more years than she.
Her hair was the yellow
of every happy ending,
eyes blue as a January sky.
We picked one night at cranberry bread
that Nancy made, crumbly and dry.
She liked it that way she said,
by way of self-defense. We ate
because it reminded us of something better,
the way dreams remind us of when we were young.
He bought her Prada shoes, Margaret said.
I don't know what to think, it isn't how we live.
We didn't say it's how her daughter lives
now, at twenty-two
with her streetlight hair and police car eyes.
We could wear Prada shoes to the co-op
or the Town Hall, we decided,
with our old je
Oh, did you scream?
No, ninety ravens
released from the rack of my ribs
in a ravage of wings
have disquieted the cat.
Oh, an aspirin for my mind
(lay your head in my hand
drink me down, feather-drown)
thin its belly-close blood
uphold the constitution
of my hollow-cast heart.
[Fire the dragon
the fairy waters her way
across the winter]
So stout, so ale,
hold fast, touch bone
noble night-drift
star-struck man.
Oh, you would rather die
than bring home bad meat.
55 and a chance of rain
your heavy head sways
chocolate and gray
love was never the word, never the way
till the ground lay deep before you
ever so strong and brown
We Were All Going to be Wonderful by riparii, literature
Literature
We Were All Going to be Wonderful
Kathy's mom, shaped like a ripe pear
black-haired, she wore it long, tied back.
She looked foreign, she should have been a gypsy--
silver and red, smoky and asleep;
should have smelled like cardamom or cloves
but she smelled like onions and carrots, potatoes and oregano.
She leaned at the sink in the tiny kitchen
peeling potatoes, head bent, sallow-skinned, heavy-hipped
her dark hair traced with the first lazy spider webs of gray.
We slunk past the gray-mouthed man on the sofa
with his Reds game and his beer;
men weren't soft then, but the new kind was coming along.
The suburbs were a garden
through the hot summer days and the Catholic scho
Sweet on the tongue, you lay with me
in the ripeness of desire, and I recall
the whisper of your breath along my ear.
Never mind about tomorrow, love
forswear the sullen seed that fell before;
now I am here.
When the mare went blind
my heart clouded like her eyes
she walked calm along her dark path
she learned step up, step down
I led her by the forelock
her trust like the moon between my hands
snatches fish from the bottom of the sea:
down the hatch without a sound, son of cod, kill the clown,
peanut butter and jelly fish, she swallows them tip to tail.
She spouts like a whale, she hisses and steams,
sputters like water on a hot wood stove,
mutters and swears at the gods and men
who never say quite what they mean.
Rats rummage through her belly, I'm a closet, she thinks, an old bag;
she slaps at their scrabble and chew. They don't scare easy;
she knows they're getting closer to the edges of her soul.
You never know what's next.
What's next are night-stretched shadows on a crimson lawn.
With bones like blubber, so tired of the
Remember what you love,
you with sand in your teeth
and the feral burn of hunger
in your eyes.
God sends his regrets.
He made you grasping and slow,
in a late hour
when the wine washed low.
Remember what you love.
Fall to your knees in the toss
and the swell, quell
the appetite of the cold black sea.
Beg blessings for your home
and the salt-sick trees.
Reach what lies near:
the fat-faced child, the sweet-soft lamb;
tether the tantrum, trickle the blood.
Offer psalms to what is holy,
whisper the name of what you love
as it bobs in the bleak mad sea.
Hunting Coyotes
Footfall of a frost-faced hunter
heavy with a winter kind of hope;
Moon-eyed, taut-eared,
one paw raised above the stream.
You thought I would shatter with the sharp bark
of the gun, but moonlight still sparkles
in a spray of wet pearls along my sides.
I am cold teeth, I am the blood-stopping stare.
Her new lover had money
and twenty more years than she.
Her hair was the yellow
of every happy ending,
eyes blue as a January sky.
We picked one night at cranberry bread
that Nancy made, crumbly and dry.
She liked it that way she said,
by way of self-defense. We ate
because it reminded us of something better,
the way dreams remind us of when we were young.
He bought her Prada shoes, Margaret said.
I don't know what to think, it isn't how we live.
We didn't say it's how her daughter lives
now, at twenty-two
with her streetlight hair and police car eyes.
We could wear Prada shoes to the co-op
or the Town Hall, we decided,
with our old je
Oh, did you scream?
No, ninety ravens
released from the rack of my ribs
in a ravage of wings
have disquieted the cat.
Oh, an aspirin for my mind
(lay your head in my hand
drink me down, feather-drown)
thin its belly-close blood
uphold the constitution
of my hollow-cast heart.
[Fire the dragon
the fairy waters her way
across the winter]
So stout, so ale,
hold fast, touch bone
noble night-drift
star-struck man.
Oh, you would rather die
than bring home bad meat.
55 and a chance of rain
your heavy head sways
chocolate and gray
love was never the word, never the way
till the ground lay deep before you
ever so strong and brown
We Were All Going to be Wonderful by riparii, literature
Literature
We Were All Going to be Wonderful
Kathy's mom, shaped like a ripe pear
black-haired, she wore it long, tied back.
She looked foreign, she should have been a gypsy--
silver and red, smoky and asleep;
should have smelled like cardamom or cloves
but she smelled like onions and carrots, potatoes and oregano.
She leaned at the sink in the tiny kitchen
peeling potatoes, head bent, sallow-skinned, heavy-hipped
her dark hair traced with the first lazy spider webs of gray.
We slunk past the gray-mouthed man on the sofa
with his Reds game and his beer;
men weren't soft then, but the new kind was coming along.
The suburbs were a garden
through the hot summer days and the Catholic scho
Sweet on the tongue, you lay with me
in the ripeness of desire, and I recall
the whisper of your breath along my ear.
Never mind about tomorrow, love
forswear the sullen seed that fell before;
now I am here.
When the mare went blind
my heart clouded like her eyes
she walked calm along her dark path
she learned step up, step down
I led her by the forelock
her trust like the moon between my hands
Hornet rain and floods they come
they overrun the lowlands like a plague
like swirling black death
the first swells rise and snuff your tiny heart
corrode the skin of everything you ever loved
Thyme and cabbage, carrots
pickles sweet and flaccid on a crystal plate
hard-edged rye spread thick
with sweating margarine
Wrinkled biddies pinch you odd and hard
their teeth are cracked and gray as stone
They peer too close, their swimming shallow eyes
they smile like a skull, you saw it on tv
You taste the risk, you smell it on their breath
the camphor-scented cotton, mildew and the wool
stretched tight across their breast
and buttermilk in heavy
Somewhere, Mississippi by callerofcrows, literature
Literature
Somewhere, Mississippi
Once, we caught sunsets
somewhere left of Mississippi;
outran outstretched
hurricane arms,
droplets racing up the windshield.
I cried into my knees
all through Ohio,
letting up before the rain did,
sometime after the fifth gas station,
mourning home
and stretching toward a new one.
The sky turned to peach-skin
as I woke down the interstate,
a dog-shaped cloud galloped to its back-porch
on the horizon.
You pulled over.
We could not bring ourselves to can the fireflies,
turn the sky to preserves with a photograph.
The motor cut.
Over the blood in my ears
I heard dew settling on the bluegrass,
the cicadas stopped for breath,
and
it was September &
this time you were dying for real
& I couldn't stay. I spent
my whole life learning to say
goodbye to you,
folding paper cranes
out of waiting room brochures about
Alzheimer's, grieving
& antibacterial soap. you remembered
the songs we used to sing, but not
my name, whispering goodbye,
don't leave me, goodbye until I did,
& then you screamed. screamed. &
it followed me, stayed with me
for all this time, along with the one
gentle hand on my shoulder, a woman
I'd never met, squeezing once.
I love that hand. the one
that still helps me carry you, even
after all these years.
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have you seen your father by this-epiphany, literature
Literature
have you seen your father
hugging the cat, my mother asks
& I laugh because I have. the
cat hugs him back, wraps his paws
around my father's neck, rubs
his face against the bristle
of my father's greying beard. &
I imagine my father whispering
sweetly to him & the cat's
low rumble in reply. just yesterday
they were fighting, my father
threatening to drown him
in the lake, cradling a
bird with broken wings.
he loves them, every
bird & ground squirrel,
buries them & storms around
all day. but by night they are
embracing, my father & his cat,
making peace between themselves
too low for our ears. these
things I cannot hear, but see
& feel: my father's
endless well of lo
A little girl grew
Up on a sheep farm
By the side of the sea,
Sprawling along the cliff.
Ever since she learned
To write she wrote
On rocks for parchment practice
Letters which formed words
She was there like milkweed
Patiently feeding the caterpillars
Flinging her frustrations
Beyond the cliff: a little
Avalanche of charcoaled pebbles.
Later when she grew,
She chiseled her feelings.
In a hollow over the edge
Around which the transfigured
Sometimes gathered,
Her carved phrases piled
Like so many skulls.
Your poetry is so innovative and intriguing and I hope to read a great deal more of it. Congratulations on your daily deviation - I am pleased that it led me to you. <3